My Heart

Oh, I am a tornado of mixed emotions. I am beside myself with glee that our very first guests are coming in a few weeks bringing a bit of home and lots of love with them. Mom, Dad, Sarah, William and Talitha! Then in the next moment, I am sooooo forlorn that I couldn't bring up Jonathan, Rebekah, and Hailey. Then in the next moment I am blue about not seeing GG and Granddaddy, and ALL Chris's family...Laura, Greg, the kids, Memama, Grandmother, Aunt Janice...oh the list goes on!

And then I kick myself because I have no right to be less than perfectly satisfied with what the LORD gives me. When we moved up here, we took the risk of faith that we may not see any of our family for years...and now we are preparing for the first of them to head up here. Thank you, God, for your abundant giving to us. We are so grateful.

I love you, God, with all that is in me. I will trust You completely to the end of my days. Complete syncronicity with the Spirit - that is my goal.

You won't relent until You have it all...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fAQJ8pTt7o